Monday, November 8, 2010

fog of unhappiness

ugh today is a slump day...I feel in this cloud of sadness...I feel bogged down. Maybe it's because I went to visit someone who just got transplanted in step down unit today...walking through those doors...bad memories. Bad bad memories. I don't ever want to imagine being back there. That time in my life was the worst....so scary, so awful, so so so so so hard....hell and back again.

Gotta shake this feeling. Surround myself in happy thoughts.
#1 happy thought of today....I am seeing an old friend from University on Saturday! wrap myself in THAT feeling of goodness to get out of this funk!

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